CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

390  Did He Jian Mess Up Everything?

Mo Roulan couldn't think anything properly. She tried to interpret what was going on but her mind was blank…to blank just like a blank sheet of paper as if she couldn't find any pen to write anything on it. And then she felt a warm pair of lips moving on her lips that she could not even feel whether they belonged to her or not. And then it suddenly occurred to her that He Jian was kissing her. He was kissing her. Just one sentence echoed in her mind for thrice approximately until it was followed by a question. Why was he kissing her? Could it be that she was dreaming? However, the soft and gentle sigh that she heard from He Jian as he parted for just a moment before holding the back of her head gently only to cover her lips again made her feel sure that she was not dreaming. He Jian was really kissing her. But then again…why? Her whole body was stiff. Her eyes were wide like saucers as she stared at He Jian's closed eyes. There was no frown on his forehead now but his face had an expression that made him look as if he was …at peace? She was not sure because she couldn't think anything properly. When the pair of blue eyes suddenly opened the next moment and concentrated on her, she could swear on her life that she wanted to run away. Runaway somewhere he would no longer be able to look at her. Because the intensity of the emotions she saw in those eyes was enormous …something that her fragile heart could not handle. Her whole body was very warm suddenly and she could something twisting inside her lower abdomen again…was it the legendary butterflies in the stomach feeling they talked about?

Mo Roulan wondered if she had felt the same feeling in her past life also but her mind was again blank. She just wanted to run away.

However, then again her body didn't seem to listen to her mind. "Lanlan…"

He Jian whispered gently in between that one-sided kiss. "Close your eyes."

And she did silently and obediently. A smile spread over his lips and she could feel it.

She didn't know but her cheeks also went red. He Jian saw it. As his fingers caressed Mo Roulan's red and soft cheeks, he continued the kiss….their first kiss. It was as sweet as he had imagined from the day he had realized his feelings for Mo Roulan…his Lanlan. She never responded but he was too busy savoring those sweet lips to care about this thing. He never thought about her lack of response. He was unaware that Mo Roulan's mind was never on the kiss …rather it was somewhere else. Far behind in her past life …in those memories where she had also imagined one such kiss but then …

..she regretted it. A tear suddenly slipped out of one of her eyes and He Jian who felt the moistness under her fingers suddenly stopped altogether. A small frown marred his forehead when he opened his eyes and whispered in confusion.

"Lanlan?"

Mo Roulan opened her eyes and He Jian almost flinched when he saw that they were filled with tears. What happened? Wasn't she enjoying it just now... like him?

He had wanted to ask but his lips were sealed when he looked into those black-brown eyes he had always liked for all these years. They were filled with despair…and endless despair. His finger wiped the tear gently. The frown still marred his forehead which only went deeper when he noticed that just as he wiped one tear…another slid out. And then one after the other…tears followed like this. "Lanlan…" n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om

This time, he opened his mouth to ask the questions that were filling his mind slowly and slowly. Since there was a soundproof partition inside the car separating the front and back seats of the car, they wouldn't hear even if Chu Feng would say that they had arrived. However, the car had stopped moving and it only meant that they had reached their destination. It was then that Mo Roulan's body finally listened to her mind. With one swift move, she pushed He Jian away who let himself be pushed away in a daze and then he could only see Mo Roulan's leaving back from the window of his car. She had left. She had left in tears after their first kiss. In the end, he just messed up everything in the desire of getting more. And he could only curse under his breath silently. .

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Shen Yiling was in tears by the time she reached Shen Mansion. The car she was driving with blurry eyes, stopped in front of the Shen Mansion while the driver who had just hired a taxi to follow her sighed in relief that she had reached safely. Remembering how recklessly Shen Yiling was driving on the roads of the City, the driver wiped sweat with his handkerchief.   He was relieved now that she didn't get hurt, otherwise, he knew that the old master Shen would not leave him alive even if it was  Shen Yiling who was at fault. All these noble families worked like this only and that was the reason that their heir or heiress are always so spoiled and bratty. Otherwise, ask the driver if his son did something like that then he would beat his son until the brat wouldn't swear that he won't do it again. With a sigh, he walked to park the car in its right place because Shen Yiling had left it there just like that. On the other hand, Shen Yiling stepped inside Shen Mansion. Almost everyone had noticed Shen Yiling's excitement when she was getting ready for dinner. Shen Zhilan had even come early from the office and helped her daughter in getting ready. And now she was waiting for her daughter's return with her father and husband. She smiled brightly seeing her daughter, however, her smile vanished when she saw that Shen Yiling was walking towards her room just like that. Confused, she called out. "Yiling…"

And Shen Yiling looked toward her. However, when Shen Zhilan saw her daughter's tear-filled eyes, the frown on her forehead only went deeper and everyone sitting on the sofa stood up one by one.